I've decided to start writing again. I wanna share something that I learnt from the past few days. Ya, I was mentally and physically ill, terribly.

So the other day I was down, with life & everything. I almost give up, I blame myself (indirectly to Him), I kept asking "WHY ALWAYS ME, WHY ME? WHY I HAVE TO KEEP SUFFERING LIKE THIS?"
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"The suffering that reminds you of God is much better for your soul that the blessing that leads you to forget Him. And once you realize that, even your hardship can't break you"

This..... really opened my eyes.
And I saw someone tweeted this,

"Why does happiness come with the burden of knowing that it can be taken away?"

And another person replied,

"So you wont forget God."
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Yes, He loves you, He loves all of us. Because of that, I started watching Yasmin Mogahed's talks on YouTube (again, He helped me!)

Some important notes in Y.M's talk entitled OVERCOME. 

She said, WHY WE FALL INTO DESPAIR?

it is the way we view things, the way we view the reality. That leads to our how we respond to that reality. 

"No matter how hard someone life is, no matter how much they lose, no matter how much they struggle, they also have some ease and goodness in their life."

"When people having a problem, they have trouble finding the light within the darkness, BUT there is always light even within the darkness"

Allah has promise us. 

If you are thankful, if you are grateful, He will increase you.

If you choose to focus on what we have rather than focusing on what we don't have, He will increase what your have, we also will be given more of these good blessings 

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*cries*